Psychochild21

Buzzing lights, smooth music, good-looking people, what more could you want to make up your night? The joint was called the Alibi Room.  It's the kind of place people line up for blocks hoping to get past the necktied brick wall acting as the doorman.  The wall which would only move if a folded up bill with enough weight was slipped into the chink which suspiciously resembled his ham sized hand.  If you were lucky enough to get inside, you'd find music to wash across your skin like a warm breeze.  Comforting, and relaxing, like you had sat down by a fire from being out in the freezing cold. That's what brings people there, the music. Nothin

How to feel Just an apparition That everyone looks through Their eyes seeing nothing No one seeing the real you Always a face Never a smile Showing the world a facade As you scream behind the mask It hits the ground Shattering into the million awaiting pieces You relax But everyone tenses Seeing a strange face That's been there all along A smile that's never been seen And still nothing changes Clones go back to their copying As you sit and smile Not caring as once before They saw you Even just once You and not the drone wearing a mask Walk over the shattered pieces of your past And into the light a new

You were always there but now you're nothing but idle Standing by and watching me breaking down in pieces like a shattered mirror. My heart is shards that crumble to the ground never being able to be put back together. Don't you see me screaming and beating against the glass for you? It seems sometimes you're so far away but in truth you've never even moved You're just idle watching as the ground gives way I fall again without you to catch me like before. I fall into emptiness and reach for you in vain Hoping that you'll do the same but you just stare. Watching as you start to fade it's my turn to stand here idle and let mys

Time cries and so do I Both feeling pain And both being ignored. Just for once Please someone notice The war going on inside The worlds so cold It freezes my tears. I'm so tired Just please Let me rest And give me one moment When I don't feel like this One moment to not feel the pressure One moment to cry without being questioned And just one moment to lie inside myself Closing my eyes to feel some warmth And not feel the piercing on my skin For one time only. But no one stops Not for anything Not even for the inner child crying along on the corner Think about more than yourself for once And maybe you'd see the pain in